To be perfectly honest, I'm a little lonely these days, which makes me susceptible. I'm trying to be careful, because the last thing I want to do is settle, that never ends well, but at the same time I do feel that I am starting to be ready to meet someone I could have an actual relationship with; not so much someone to settle down with, but more someone who will always push me onward and upward so to speak. Someone with whom I can experience life, not with whom I can pass life. Still, as much as I want to just bide my time and let things come as they may, I can't help thinking how wonderful it would be to have someone to sleep in my bed...just someone to wake up next to. That's the truth.